Happy Eid Mubarak Everyone!

Whooooaaa after 30 days fasting finally we can enjoy and share our happiness in this beautiful day :D . In early morning the weather's soooo nice it makes all of people who went to sholat eid feel comfortable :). Even tho this Ramadhan month was not as good as the last year but this ramadhan brought so much life-lessons for me and has made me a better person i think and of course i hope the best for all of us especially myself. Amen. We went to sholat eid with sleepy face haha because it was 5:30 am in the early morning and we were lack of sleep yea you know how it feels :|

After sholat, we went home to do "salam-salaman" idk in engish hahaha and forgiving eachother. And then go to our neighbour's house to do the same thing but while our "Big Family" go to neighbour's house one by one which's too far from our house, i and two cousins of mine took some pictures in our house because we didn't want to join them haha......

I don't know what to say because i feel grateful,  well for me this day is like the day where you can apologize and forgive at the same time , the day where our Big Family get on together and share our happiness, the day after fasting for almost 30 days long (well in my case i got 5-10 days or something hahaha) and then finally eat all those delicious food made by our mom or even ourselves once a year such as ketupat, kue nastar etc you know how it feels. And the most important thing is (for me) Eid Mubarak is our 'mirror' which's we use to see how far we've grown up in every each year, yes yes yes!

 going to my dad's hometown tomorrow ! wait for the next story yeay!


xoxo -monika

Recommended EXO Fanfiction (Part 2)

Recently I’ve been starting (again) to read some fanfictions (EXO Fanficton of course!) wow it's been almost 1 year i didn't update about Recommended Fanficiton of EXO heheh, and because I have nothing to do at this time and also as you know, I’m a kind-hearted person ^^~ so I’m gonna share some of good EXO Fanfictions worth reading and of course you won’t regret it. Well, before I start to tell you the ff’s I wanna tell you something about me who start to like reading. Actually (as i said before) reading is not one of my hobby so when ‘something’ I really like to read it must be well-I-must-say-good-enough story. Because you know, makes someone who hates snake and becoming a snake tamer is not that easy right?  for me whenever i read a story i.... you know, couldn't get the feeling i'm just like......... "that's it??" or "well, this story is boring, i can predict the ending" and not all of the story can makes me like "WOOOOOW THIS STORY IS SO FUCKING BLOODY GREAT!!" or "WTF..... I CAN'T EVEN ..... I CAN'T HANDLE MY FEEELLLLLLS" or "DAMNNNNNN TEARS EVERYWHERE OH MY GOD" i know i'm being exaggerated but yup like that. So back to my point, what was my point?? ..................................................................................................................................................................

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oh well  it's about me start to like reading ff , okay so.... i don't know what's happen to me and also because of those 'kind' of feelings i get whenever i read a book or even ff , reading becoming not one of my hobby i just don't really into it SOOO..... when i like to read something wait..... is it de javu or did i just say it before? *checking the top* oh yes i did. Just like i said earlier. And also It was because "Anterograde Tomorrow" you know changdictator wherever you are, i adore you! if i were to become a movie maker or even director i would definitely come to you and ask you to make a film of your FF "Anterogade Tomorrow" because it's fucking great story, plot and the way you write! please please please write more fanficion or even a novel please please *begging like a child* Okay NOW i'm going to tell you! well maybe some of you already read these fanfictions but who cares? this post would help those ppl who doesn't know :D

the previous Recommended EXO Fanficiton

1. Ten Seconds Of Autumn

It's KaiSoo ff >< fyi i'm KaiSoo stan :D . It's... if i'm not wrong the first One Shoot ff i've ever read. But it's quite good enough for one-shoot moment and the time i finished read this i was like "author-nim this ff is great it should be longer than this, trust me" but it's too late cause this ff was made around late 2013 blah. It's about kyungsoo tells his story with jongin in that autumn time and the dying Kyungsoo who's trying to be with jongin until his last breath, but this ff make me confused because the dying Kyungsoo wants to tell jongin about "him" by using a book, well actually it's kinda time traveller story so it's confusing tho . But you should read it :D it's written by millionfandoms ^^~

while i type this i remember about a fanfiction which's got banned or deleted by the admin or whatever so i can't find it anymore, that ff actually good i only read the foreword/chapter1 but when i was looking for it (again), it wasn't there anymore so sad :( the title was 'fluff schoollife exo kai sehun'.

2. Arbitrage

This is also KaiSoo ff hehe :D well from what i know i guess you must be already know about this ff cause this is quite popular and made around 2012 i think the 2012 EXO Fanfictions are better than any year IMHO.

It's about time traveller (again) it's also confusing but more confusing than the ten seconds of autumn because this is three-shots ff so this is longer than it. It's about Kyungsoo and Jongin who became time traveller and meet by coincidence (i think) but the good feeling i got was when i finished read it because so many thoughts came to my mind and i couldn't stop thinking but at the end i realized it's just as simply as not-what-i-thought. I actually want to give you the spoiler or teaser or whatever you say it, but i'm scared you won't get the feeling when read it but okay i'm gonna tell you:( so Kyungsoo travel to the past and Jongin travel to the future and they meet by coincidence but in the middle of story you will get confused by the plot twist i mean more like you will get lost until the end of the story because at first i thought this is like 'circle' the end of the story is the beginning. But it's not. I'll guarantee you'll get lost, moreover for you who's english is not your first language hahah but trust me the story is so simple. It's written by fumerie.

3. Our Way Home

This more-like-childish story made me CRYYING A RIVER WTF IT'S JUST A TEDDY BEAR T____T   you knooooww it's KaiSoo (again) it's about Jongin who became a teddy bear , i give 5 thumbs up to the author this story is good written, the author is so good at makes ppl who read this crying by her way telling the story. I'ts about teddy bear! it's ALL about fucking teddy bear but i was crying hard DAMN IT. So Jongin is Kyungsoo favorite teddy bear from 4 til Kyungsoo goes to college. But you know.... the author so damn fucking good at angst and sad story just like changdictator my gawd. I think i'm just going to praise the author for this but seriously this story is so simple and predictable but the way she/he tells the story is so good i was crying like sobbing really. You should read it ! you have to. It's written by seoulmate .

4. Fix You

Wow it's 00.40 am here~

Well this is finally ChanBaek ff, yes get bored of KaiSoo? this is the CHANBAEK OKAY ! THIS IS SAD THO. YOU SHOULD READ THIS, WELL THIS STORY IS PREDICTABLE BUT I JUST FEEL BAD FOR CHANYEOL AND BAEKHYUN . WHILE I READ THIS I WAS MORE LIKE READING A DRAMA/SINETRON (?). BUT IT'S JUST SAAAAAAAAAAAAD YOU KNOW SAD IT'S SO SAD. *singing maroon 5 'SAD' ". Written by daisychains555

that's enough hehehe it's late night i'm going to bed byeee

xoxo

LIME Buka Bersama ! ^^~

So i just arrived home after "BukBer" with the GIRLSSSSSS ^^~ and wanna post it on here ^^~ 

I'm so so so Happy ! even tho irma and loli couldn't join us today but the rest of us were having fun :D ah~ you know. i never feel this lucky to have friends before i met you all, you guys are my BEST BEST BEST FRIENDS FOREVER!!!! Remember that!

Whenever we're together there's always laugh and i feel so happy and forget about everything, the only thing i could feel is HAPPINESS, no boring time or even feel worry about all those problems i have, we only burst out laughter talking about how funny we were in school, talking about the funniest moment of our school-life, sucks friends , weird teachers and everything! we talk about how stupid we are. Relief the stress by keep laughing over and over :D Hope we can be like this until we're old . Amen ya Allah.

So this BukBer time the first meeting we had after graduation, but there are only 4 of us Me, Lita, Rara and Ema . Loli and Irma did not join us today :( feel sad cause we're not completed until six of us together. But it's quite fun, really. Because it's almost two months! TWO MONTHS! we had not meet each other i mean for having a meeting like this. Yeah! so sad, cause remembering about the next chapter of our lives well, you could say this kind of meeting will be impossible to do so we were enjoying. We talk about everything we could think of. Burst out laughter, feel the every second of the moment.

This is Rara ^^

Miss Lita ^^

Me ^^

Ema

we were trying to do something funny and took this picture

"Fish-eye effect is cool they said. You'll look kewl they said"

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAH Ema is the one who really wants to take a picture with fish-eye effect but it always comes out like this. We're all failed-amateur photographers.

And after having foods for break, we end up taking lotso pictures but not all of them are come out as good as we wish it's to be.

And these are the first pictures we took.

 

my head is really big in here

And remember when i said not all of them come out pretty. and these pictures for example

this taken by rara, -__-

and i'm so disappointed because i'm the only one whose picture comes out blurrr -_-

 And the best of all are these two pics

 

 

And this is the last picture we took and after that we went home ^^~ 

taken by Rara yes.

AND NOW I'm here typing this not-so-interesting story but this is worth writing down yes. BYE

xoxo

Happy Ramadhan ^^

Recently I feel like really want to make some short story because I have so much good Ideas on my mind about that, the plot the main characters the ending , but it’s just so difficult for me to start, I mean I don’t know how to start it. Whenever I start to write, I always end up like nothing’s going on on my mind it’s blurrrrrr and I have no idea afterwards. I told my friend about this and she said "you should write all of the point of your story" then i was like "oh okay i get it" but then i'm like "wtf was that?" -_- okay so.....

HAHAHAHAHAHA i don't really have something to tell about xD

Well, another things happened to me lately , i didn't pass SBMPTN test :( and the other thing is i also didn't pass a PTS test, it was my biggest regret cause it means that i can't be a college student for this year T_____T i think i should pray harder and of course work harder. I hope Allah will give the best for me. Amen. Whenever i have conversation with my parents about my failure getting to university they always say "You're just too lazy and didn't work hard" AND YES! IAM ! but seriously i don't know, it feels like i'm sinking into a deep laziness, but in my deepest heart i myself actually wanting to get out of this situation , i don't want to be a burden for my parents i also don't want to make problem anymore. BUT HOW???????? I DO AS I CAN, I DID MY BEST ( I THINK) WHAT SHOULD I DO THEN?

And these days i feel moreeeeeee selfish about what happens to me but the other hand i feel worried about what will happen to me too, i'm scared that i couldn't pass this reality and being a dumbass. Well i know i'm just too much worried. You know. Oh yea Happy RAMADHAN i know it's too late but who cares? as long as it still Ramadhan why not? it's the 20th, 10 days left,  nothing's good happen to me. *geez* I got sick for almost 2 weeks yeah such a tough month but i'm okay now so you don't have to be worried ^^~ and some bad  things happened to me in this month but it's okay, hope i'll be better before-after.

and this is what my foot looks like when i got diagnosed "thypus" but my parents think that i got
Dengue Hemorrhagic Fever (DHF) because of those red spots all over my body.

 

the point is i just want to post something cause i haven't post for a long time i miss this blogggggg so muccccchhhhhhh ❤❤❤❤ and this november this sweety officially 3 years old!! I'm so Happpppyyyyyyyyy ^^~

xoxo

I was Taylor Swift's fan

Well I don’t even remember, I was Taylor Swift die-hard fan back then…. 

I think it was when I’m in junior high school or DAMN! Like I don’t even know it -_- so this is what happened to me, I was cleaning my room and found a book then I was curious, so i open that book AAANNND there were about 4/5 Taylor swift songs lyric written on it then yeah I start to remember how die hard I am about swift back then, I was soooooooo mesmerized by her , she’s talented beautiful and smart. I know her from the radio, at that time her song was like BOOM all over the radio like Love story, You belong with me, Breath and Back to December (damn that song wassss soo sad). I really loved it. You know before I turned to like K-pop I was Justin bieber's Fan-_- yup! Who’s 14 years old girl who doesn’t like him? I mean he’s kyoootttee and every teenage girl definitely will love him :D so do i. But speaking about swift I don’t really remember why I don’t like/enjoy her song anymore I mean I was sooo fucking die hard fan! I remember my facebook name was “Monica Bieber Swift” and my first profile picture was her with that blonde curly hair. But now? I don’t really give a shit of the news about her anymore, moreover since she turned like a bitch. well, it's not a big deal but you know she’s the queen of song writer based on her private love-life , she dated with lots of-enough boy, the latest was with Harry. I don’t know why she loves live that way I mean she’s beautiful why she’s not wait for the good guy who will never leave her and yeah THE GENTLEMAN! Not a kid. Who loves playing with her heart. So she'll stop writing more some shit love story. And the infotainment will stop talking about her with this guy, or that guy, and make her look like a bitch.

This is the book i'm talking about

 

but i appreciated her job! By the way the RED Tour will be held in jakarta soon :) hope she'll be better person and make a good song in the future :D