LIME Buka Bersama ! ^^~

So i just arrived home after "BukBer" with the GIRLSSSSSS ^^~ and wanna post it on here ^^~ 

I'm so so so Happy ! even tho irma and loli couldn't join us today but the rest of us were having fun :D ah~ you know. i never feel this lucky to have friends before i met you all, you guys are my BEST BEST BEST FRIENDS FOREVER!!!! Remember that!

Whenever we're together there's always laugh and i feel so happy and forget about everything, the only thing i could feel is HAPPINESS, no boring time or even feel worry about all those problems i have, we only burst out laughter talking about how funny we were in school, talking about the funniest moment of our school-life, sucks friends , weird teachers and everything! we talk about how stupid we are. Relief the stress by keep laughing over and over :D Hope we can be like this until we're old . Amen ya Allah.

So this BukBer time the first meeting we had after graduation, but there are only 4 of us Me, Lita, Rara and Ema . Loli and Irma did not join us today :( feel sad cause we're not completed until six of us together. But it's quite fun, really. Because it's almost two months! TWO MONTHS! we had not meet each other i mean for having a meeting like this. Yeah! so sad, cause remembering about the next chapter of our lives well, you could say this kind of meeting will be impossible to do so we were enjoying. We talk about everything we could think of. Burst out laughter, feel the every second of the moment.

This is Rara ^^

Miss Lita ^^

Me ^^

Ema

we were trying to do something funny and took this picture

"Fish-eye effect is cool they said. You'll look kewl they said"

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAH Ema is the one who really wants to take a picture with fish-eye effect but it always comes out like this. We're all failed-amateur photographers.

And after having foods for break, we end up taking lotso pictures but not all of them are come out as good as we wish it's to be.

And these are the first pictures we took.

 

my head is really big in here

And remember when i said not all of them come out pretty. and these pictures for example

this taken by rara, -__-

and i'm so disappointed because i'm the only one whose picture comes out blurrr -_-

 And the best of all are these two pics

 

 

And this is the last picture we took and after that we went home ^^~ 

taken by Rara yes.

AND NOW I'm here typing this not-so-interesting story but this is worth writing down yes. BYE

xoxo

Happy Ramadhan ^^

Recently I feel like really want to make some short story because I have so much good Ideas on my mind about that, the plot the main characters the ending , but it’s just so difficult for me to start, I mean I don’t know how to start it. Whenever I start to write, I always end up like nothing’s going on on my mind it’s blurrrrrr and I have no idea afterwards. I told my friend about this and she said "you should write all of the point of your story" then i was like "oh okay i get it" but then i'm like "wtf was that?" -_- okay so.....

HAHAHAHAHAHA i don't really have something to tell about xD

Well, another things happened to me lately , i didn't pass SBMPTN test :( and the other thing is i also didn't pass a PTS test, it was my biggest regret cause it means that i can't be a college student for this year T_____T i think i should pray harder and of course work harder. I hope Allah will give the best for me. Amen. Whenever i have conversation with my parents about my failure getting to university they always say "You're just too lazy and didn't work hard" AND YES! IAM ! but seriously i don't know, it feels like i'm sinking into a deep laziness, but in my deepest heart i myself actually wanting to get out of this situation , i don't want to be a burden for my parents i also don't want to make problem anymore. BUT HOW???????? I DO AS I CAN, I DID MY BEST ( I THINK) WHAT SHOULD I DO THEN?

And these days i feel moreeeeeee selfish about what happens to me but the other hand i feel worried about what will happen to me too, i'm scared that i couldn't pass this reality and being a dumbass. Well i know i'm just too much worried. You know. Oh yea Happy RAMADHAN i know it's too late but who cares? as long as it still Ramadhan why not? it's the 20th, 10 days left,  nothing's good happen to me. *geez* I got sick for almost 2 weeks yeah such a tough month but i'm okay now so you don't have to be worried ^^~ and some bad  things happened to me in this month but it's okay, hope i'll be better before-after.

and this is what my foot looks like when i got diagnosed "thypus" but my parents think that i got
Dengue Hemorrhagic Fever (DHF) because of those red spots all over my body.

 

the point is i just want to post something cause i haven't post for a long time i miss this blogggggg so muccccchhhhhhh ❤❤❤❤ and this november this sweety officially 3 years old!! I'm so Happpppyyyyyyyyy ^^~

xoxo

I was Taylor Swift's fan

Well I don’t even remember, I was Taylor Swift die-hard fan back then…. 

I think it was when I’m in junior high school or DAMN! Like I don’t even know it -_- so this is what happened to me, I was cleaning my room and found a book then I was curious, so i open that book AAANNND there were about 4/5 Taylor swift songs lyric written on it then yeah I start to remember how die hard I am about swift back then, I was soooooooo mesmerized by her , she’s talented beautiful and smart. I know her from the radio, at that time her song was like BOOM all over the radio like Love story, You belong with me, Breath and Back to December (damn that song wassss soo sad). I really loved it. You know before I turned to like K-pop I was Justin bieber's Fan-_- yup! Who’s 14 years old girl who doesn’t like him? I mean he’s kyoootttee and every teenage girl definitely will love him :D so do i. But speaking about swift I don’t really remember why I don’t like/enjoy her song anymore I mean I was sooo fucking die hard fan! I remember my facebook name was “Monica Bieber Swift” and my first profile picture was her with that blonde curly hair. But now? I don’t really give a shit of the news about her anymore, moreover since she turned like a bitch. well, it's not a big deal but you know she’s the queen of song writer based on her private love-life , she dated with lots of-enough boy, the latest was with Harry. I don’t know why she loves live that way I mean she’s beautiful why she’s not wait for the good guy who will never leave her and yeah THE GENTLEMAN! Not a kid. Who loves playing with her heart. So she'll stop writing more some shit love story. And the infotainment will stop talking about her with this guy, or that guy, and make her look like a bitch.

This is the book i'm talking about

 

but i appreciated her job! By the way the RED Tour will be held in jakarta soon :) hope she'll be better person and make a good song in the future :D

Yes Or No 2.5

Finally the latest news about Yes Or No movie has been revealed AAAAAANNNNDDDDD the main role is not Tina either Aom! Well i don't really give a shit about Aom but it's about Tina! The producer change the main character :( because as they say Yes Or No will be that kind of 'Series' Movie like James Bond, it will have different main character and plot in each movie, but still put the same title "Yes Or No".
In the upcoming movie Tina will be supernumerary, cause the main character are Nan And Hongyok :(

I don't know will this movie get more attention and get more popularity like the old movie or not. Speaking about tina in this movie KATANYA she'll be the third person in nan and hongyok relationship, well for me do not include tina in this movie is better. xD


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Stabber

“Insting gue dalam menebak pribadi seseorang itu hampir ga pernah salah”



I feel upset, SOOO UPSET.

Seriously, I feel like being stab by something which’s I considered as an important thing and I thought it’ll never hurt me.

You know, I’m kind of person who straight forward if I hate something I will hate it no matter what, SO I’m trying hard to being real. I don’t want something fake, well what I really mean is………. If I hate something I will not pretend to like it, just go with yourself. (Except : to appreciate something) that’s why many people hates me HAHAHAHAHA. Especially to something you love. Why would people being fake to something they loved? For example if you have shoes and you really comfortable whenever you wear it, so you wear it everyday but actually in your deepest heart you don’t like your shoes but you just don’t want to say it cause you don’t want to hurt the people who gave it to you , so you pretend to like it but in the other hand you try hard to dump that shoes. As for me , it’s simple just stop wear that shoes and change with the new one, am i right? Kenapa susah payah harus berpura-pura? If you change your shoes , the person who gave it to you , will not be hurt. They would think that you prefer the new one, it’s normal. Or don’t wear it everyday. Why would you want to dump that shoes?



Okay it’s not the point, the point is I feel so upset right now, cause I just found out that someone stabbed me, THANK YOU!